SPEECHLESS....

Have you ever felt drained...completely wrung out and have nothing...no outside substance to blame...legal or illegal. Nothing that is but a book. Yep, just one lousy book...a collection of words strung together to; I hope in the author's mind, create a connection with the reader.

It's the purpose after all, right? You've seen my self-professed love for a certain author, that shall remain nameless...MADELINE SHEEHAN, so you shouldn't be surprised to know this is all her doing. After teasing of an early release for UNATTAINABLE of 10/1/13, she gave it to us early...as in late in wee hours of morning early. As I sat in bed, laptop poised for a 1 click purchase, I indulged in a bit of reading...as in the 2 previous books in the series. I had to prep right? Well, lack of sleep and adrenaline filled I read...then I worked; ugh that was not pretty, and I rushed home to continue to read. I devoured UNATTAINABLE and now I'm....

I'm strung out. I feel like I've drank too much, partied too hard and had my heart broken all at once. The worst part...I LOVE IT! I love that hours after I've been done I'm still basking in the new knowledge that I've gained. I'm even more in love with this band of crazy ass bikers and their families. Loved every tear that I shed, and there were quite a few. And I love the ache that has formed in my heart for those that are still hurting...love's a bitch and she fucks with the Horsemen with a vengeance.

The book was amazing, but I need to digest before I can give a proper review (check Goodreads or B&N) but I just had to say something...anything. The Bitch moves me, she just reaches in and grabs my heart and drags me through the damn story. Even when I don't want to know, can't take one more moment she pushes me forward and makes me face what I dreaded. She broke my heart, a few times. She gave me hope, when I thought that it had all gone to hell. She made me want more, because I love them. I love their questionable ethics, hard loving even harder fighting badass alpha male biker selves and she did that too.

So yeah I m obsessed; not my fault, yeah I'm way too invested in fictional characters; also not my fault and yeah I'm gonna bitch moan and groan till I get the next story; seriously not my fault! Because that's how good it is...how good she is...Madeline Fucking Sheehan and her Mother Fucking Talented ASS has ruined me for most other authors. I read, I like but I rarely if ever anymore obsess. They are not her and that's okay...as long as she keeps writing that is.

END OF STALKISHLY OBSESSIVE RANT!